My Dream Girl.

What do i have a wish,
Eyeing over the sight of Alps,
And to reach the planet of a silent majesty,
To touch the breathing beauty and the lovely sunshine,
Its the elation of my beating heart,
And its the wish to meet my heart,

I climb the mountain with the lanking pace,
for the beautiful darling, waiting me there,
I want to sit there with my darling,
Where the world is mine, she is mine,
Hand in hand. I wish to hold my dream girl,
Its all i want , Its all i need
She is there, Waiting for me,
Dressed in white like a beautiful princess,

The freshness i can inhale in air,
Its the beautiful foggy morning, my girl in front of me,
She is my darling i want since i know a girly love,
The time has come, the moment has come, The girl i want is all i can see,
Its the time i don't want to let go..

I bent down on my knees,
I ask her for her patience
Her beautiful smile falling like metal,
Too heavy to hold my wish,
I close my eye, i take out my rose and present my darling,
She accept it with a grace like my life is blessed.

She comes closer, a bit more,
Still with closed eye i can sense her breath,
I wish to open my eye, to see her such a close,
But still not ..
She cup my face with her delicate hand,
She takes her lips close to mine,
I can feel the sensation over mine,
Its the rosy lips and her pinkish love,
I started to tremble for the love i had
Her lips roll over mine , She plant her kiss,
And she ask me to open up my eyes,

its the chilling winter morning i open my eyes,
On the tune of alarm, on the beats of working steps,
I take off the blanket to realise the truth,
And its the the dreams has come to end,
She was my dream, and dream had come to forget,
Wish this could be a reality for a second...

Career, don't carry me away, i may not hold you.

Huff and puff,
I am tired with this run,
I slog, i walk,
Still no the place where i love,
I try. I cry,
Still no agility left in me,
Its just the game where i loosing my fate,
Crumbled into the pieces,  broken down on to ground,
I am no longer to hold this ..

My tired leg is no longer to walk
I sit on the footpath where people pass
I can see their legs moving forward
indirection to reach their destination
Destination where do they love,

Its all moving around
From the people to places
From trains to tyres
And minutes to hours..
Its all moving around
Only me left in insane dramatic love of life,

I am deaf listening their heroic deeds
Been there done this, done that.
I am no belongs to your fraternity,
I am no longer to count myself in lakhs,
I am kind no more to mention,
I am kind no more to this world...
They move with a pace,
Its the walk of life where i gave away...

I can't make the destiny where dreams reside,
I cant make a fortune where people beseech,
I can't make money as much she can spend,
I can't make a life where dreams desire,
I can't be a good, good for nothing...

Let's move this stances bit more forward.
Let this illusive world has a off sight,
Let this journey for crave be an end,
Let this show off be a no reason good,
Let this career has a end. 
Cause, i am damaged, weary and no longer to hold it, anymore.

Lover And his last breath...

On the note of 'Emperor'..
And when the world has come to end,
I just have the minutes to count
Just to write few lines,
To the drowning Sun for losing emperor
And it just darkness all around..

hobble and wobble he walk the distance
Just to see whether its the same day again
Meeting on the Alps he eyes over his reign
He known that he has lost his kingdom, entity and more hurting his subjects who he loved like the last wish to live for....

The days has changed, the time has changed,
And the reason has changed to love her again
It was a captured land in the moulded shape.
Which was none mine i had ever made

On the note of lover..
Feeling lost i dig a distance
Hoping there would be of  her sign again
Sign which will show me her presence
Presence on the carved stone and on my beating heart
From inch to inch, piece to piece and the corner to corner
I encroach my mind just to find her lost identity

I dig my hand to the deep down
I eye over the dust and the every filth
I kiss on the ground where she had ever been
I feel she could come again
Just to be mine
Lost in the enigmatic love i sniff through the dirt
Wish i could feel my darling again

Recollecting all the ways,
Losing in the trance of her intoxication,
Once again I feel her presence over mine body
I can feel her gasping breath with melody lost in her beauty
She, clutched to my body and the warmth between
Playing her tongue over my ear, wishper, cuddle she plays all over this uncharterd land
Planting kisses over my lips and the every part belongs to her reach
Closely and fiercely she plays over,
Making all the world to lost her feet.
And i am too. In fragrance and beauty  of her love..
And the last she ask me to make her life,
I promise her for sure
........
On the note of 'Emperor'..
In the state of delusion i lost the sight..
So i lost over my love....

And the day came out of the blue
They came up with all the weapons in hand,
They plundered my subjects in the lousy fashion
And taking my darling away.
When i woke up ..i have seen her dancing in the beats of happiness
May be she wanted me to show that she is happy
I eyeing over the curvy hips and the waist
Flaunting her looks and the love for her lovers
She has been a customary  gift
For the one she vow her life to ...
May be Her fraternity too wanted the same

Lost in her action i lost myself
Hard to believe it was my darling i love
Breaking into pieces i chant her name
Shivering into the cotton i remember her face
Was it she or her delusional phase.
Tears rolled down, memories faint down
I see my darling and i call her  a bitch.

On the note of 'Lover'...
And i too had to, she had to turn...
Me ..into the girth of thoughts
She..into the men she want
Life has a love till the time it shed
This time not me but for the life you seek.

Tonight, I am at your feet - Dear Darling Vodka

To your ocean of beauty I lean for few
I see you bewitching like a dancing whore
In the world of affection, I can sense your addiction
Baby here I have come to love your bites...

You on the floor lying so cold, 

I start to undress you from the bottom of neck..

And bring you closer  the second it pass..
You come to my lips with the burning sensation..

How I wish this night just me and you, 

lying so close like a bee to its honey,

To extinguish the fire for this writhing soul 

kill the distance we kept so long,

In the dark and mid night,

With the feel of yours, 

I starts to go down, down to your moan.

foreplay begins with every step closer,

Sometimes I adore your toxicity, 

sometimes lost in your madness

Siping your cuts and lifting you up. 

Through the chord and the lungs of my passage, 

You reach my senses and its submission, 

you explore my body like a uncharted land..

I lose my agility and the breath I gasp,

Now the world is swinging with the pace you play,
And the body is just the substance to your slavery.

 I am loving the way , we dancing together

 holding your waist,with the lips over and over
For the taste i have got of your body, 

With every sips I remember you my darling
How do i cuddle you keeping so close,
I am in you or u r in me, it just the trance of your intoxication
How i hold you baby with the frenzied elation .

for last sip to go down &  last and the last line of my stanza..
The bottle with no liquid and just a drop to give,
Let the drop be fall over me.
Dying on the couch i feel for you.
How I wish you to be again over me
How could I say my love near me

To you just a liquor for me my darling to miss.
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