obnoxiousmind

Monday, 18 November 2019

Dear love,
I would love to make you smile,
Even when I am depressed and sad,
I would love to make you rejuvenate,
Even when I am suffering for the cure,
I would love to Color your life,
Even when things are fallen apart,
I would love to Hold you up,
Even when I am cut and bleed,
I would love to  care and comfort,
Even when my life is lost and wrenched,
I would love to stand by you,
Even when the world is against,
I would want my world to be you and my life to be yours.
I want just you and you.
Dear love

Saturday, 10 December 2016

Figment of imagination

Dear Darling,
You are yet unseen in my life,
And I am untouched with that golden time,
That time to remember day and night,
I wish that time will someday be mine,

Just To feel that beauty for a while,
To look that treasure for a second,
To touch that god's made wonder  once if I find,
And that moment to cherish throughout of my life,
I wish that time, someday be mine..

To make u a see of love, I kept inside
If I able to realise that, my heart is dazing;
my blood is freezing, my veins are chanting,
it’s So much love for you,
I’m trying to hide

 Yes, there was a time,
I could speak some line,
With your pleasant tune of your voice,
That feeling Was Making me to succumb inside,

After touch was like so flying
That day was so rare, I could dare...
I wish once again if it can turn out,
during the day or at mid night,

 I tried many ways to feel like nothing,
to get rid of the with this not leaving thrill.
I wish I'd stop loving you,
But I don't think I ever will.

may be my tongue wont get the chance,
to tell you the truth.
you are the prettiest, smartest,
most wonderful, kindest,
most loveable girl
in all the world.

you might surprise like, how anyone can write
without once met, without eyes set,
but i want to let u know,
i have seen you by my heart, i met you in my dreams,
my heart can realize, 

like how good u are as fragile,
It has a eyes and it is servile,  

I feel the pleasure, with the words I share,
it’s like only you and you...
to tell you the truth

I want to hug, kiss, love
and adore you forever.
Please try to have patience
with the negligence of my words.
I am trying to keep the way  u like...

I'll never wish, like you come for my life,
i would just like, you to be happy,
you to be smiling, you to be cheering,
Whom for i can write this line..
i don’t have the words to tell you ,
Except I REALLY LOVE YOU.....!!!!!!!

Saturday, 23 April 2016

To forget you...

Clock creeps at 2.
And i am wide awake,
Staring at the ceiling,
And scorching my memories
In the darkness and cold to a witness.
Am deleting a memory that hold me so long,...

Wetness of my eyes,
Speaks like a naked whore,
Used, bruised and tampered spectrum,
Slits my body like a slashes to feel,
That slashes to be part of you..
Somewhere on the couch of memories
Somewhere on the heat of the dust..
I Am deleting...

I lay down and close my eyes,
Close in slumber and believe in you,
A darling so enchanting and bewitching to adore,
A words that makes my bare chest to feel,
A face that brings the love in grief
Acts that makes a emperor to mortal.
That's how you are to my darling,
A breath that i want to live and a love to share together,
Am deleting that love tonight..

When the eyes reaches to slumber,
In the happiness of your existence,
It feels so calm and controlled
It is almost in your submission,
Kill or heal, to all at your mercy..
And this soul belongs to you,
To you my darling.....
Am deleting that belief tonight..

When the world settle down in dark,
Its all silence and lone place,
When i look back to a fool,
I feel sad for his dependence,
I feel bad for his softness ,
I feel bad for his sight that see her as life to live for...
Tonight, i am killing that sight..

Your naked flames & elation of writhe,
Your plays that tingles around
And a new to sleep even after,
And the morphed faces that turns real,
Sometimes, under the blanket of one,
Sometimes, under the Wallet of one,
And the thrust that you endure so much,
Am deleting that endurance of pain..

Four walls , and the darkness, and a bed to witness,
Never thought of you so holy bitch,
Skins that rubs and the erection that you loved so longer,
With every head you go after.
Made a little boy lose his all
I am deleting that boy tonight...

The tidbits with the gentle kisses,
And the lovely nights on words together,
And eyes that has lost its vision,
A love just to keep forever,
Bringing the pieces all together,
Every time and any time,
Just to make that love alive
Tonight, I am killing that love..

Tonight, I am awake and vigilant,
Known the dance of slavery and the madness of beats
I am no more in trance of narcotics,
I have known your addiction of traps,
Tonight, if i have known you,
to know you to forget you.
Forever....

Friday, 15 April 2016

One more time, would you come?

Someday, i wish you would meet me again

You'll stand by my side

Will hold my hand & cup my face

You would look into my eyes

So deep and within

You will make me feel again yours


I hope you would come & listen, 

My life is a unknown misery without your love

Its more fragile & frugal,

My mind has lost its will, 

In the hunt of something familiar


Watch it, my love!

My life is Separated into the thoughts of world,

Delineated into the rush of mare,

Dying for the thirst of your cuddles,

I wish you would come and console


Darling, if you can see,

Departed, isolated and stooped my mind,

The eyes that does long for you,

And heart that roams in memory lane,

Left alone and depressed in this emotional world, 

Wanna be in your lap again

I want you to be one more time.


Take me to be yours. 

For the life , for the beats of heart

i wanna be yours

Tell me baby, 

Would you come one more time


Saturday, 2 April 2016

Intensity of fleshes...

Baby, lets fire the flame for its Wildish being, 

Tamper the hardening spots, In layers we feel

Sometimes, in the clumsy way

Sometimes in the writhing pain

The hot it boils, The better it feels.

Clutching the claws, Over the hills
Touching the petals ,Rosy it feels
With the liquor and the lips
How Addicted we being.

Distance to be filled
And the temptation to reach
Bit of hesitation and bit of us to unveil
Tingles the chords with lunatic moves,
Reach there ,reach there
Unless u shrill..

Movement and the region,
Sometimes up and sometimes down
Look at up and look at down
Bit of the hidden clocks &  gestured one
True to the exclamation
Pleasant it has always been...

Baby,
Dress up to the best of your.
Dress up to your lot of owns
For the day ahead and for the plays we need,
Come to me and come to my existence
Lets be narcotic and druggy our being,

For the day and the night
For the waves and the surface to travel
Let the wind touch our body
Let the fire be flame our mind
Let the sunset being the witness
For the day and the love tonight
Let's bid the all of you and mine be together..


Tuesday, 1 March 2016

If you would ever listen...

This wailed up eyes if you would look at,
It craves in the pursuit of you
For the Dreams that has been dreamt of owning,
Has lost its identity in the dust and sand,
Look at it, look at it, if you can

It reflects those year i lived,
Slowly, slowly like a pricking fork,
The memories hits my chord,
The time reminds me your cuddly being,
In the Lane of your longing & desire,
Words that hit my temple,
With the melody of your voice & electric gazes,
Making me subtle, making me drugged,
You were my beautiful darling, baby.

Today,
I am so afraid of your touch and the killing glimpses,
It may not be gentle like mine,
Today, I am afraid of your words & your plans,
It may not be yours, it may be misleading,
I am so afraid to listen your deeds & your ambition,
I may not like it like i Do.
Today you are gone,
Just a glimpse of oceanic love.
I am dead no more alive me,
If i am alive then it is just you,
I wish if you would listen

If you would listen to my heart
You would find this beats enchanting your name,
You would find these lungs filling up for the minute it pass,
It pumps my memories out,
That has story to tell ,
To be a silent lover of your bloody love,

If you would listen to my mind,
That roams around the bedroom you sleep,
It sees the things getting betrayed on the couch,
I am appeased and lashed out.

If you would listen to my life,
You can sense the slipping sand in my fist,
When i look at it, i look back at it,
I see things has changed,
Those things are transformed.
Transformed more than i thought of it,
How faster we decide & how faster we plan,
How faster we love and how faster we move on..
Move on with the pace,
Not to remember but to forget,
Forget the moves and forget all action,
Forget the words, forget the notion,

If you would listen to me,
It still breaths fine, and still remember the time,
Nothing has changed but the time,
And that time to remember
Just all day and all night,
And missing you in my heart and all in my life.
Wish if you would ever listen....

Sunday, 28 February 2016

Heat of the night, for your love tonight

Lets welcome the night with dusk tonight
For the bottle of champagne & beautiful babe tonight ,
It's all chilling hot in the winter night,
And a girl with a wine and Virgin eye

Tonight me and you under the sheet of thin cotton,
I come close and fill the distance,
I take you in my arm, i give you the warmth
let my fingers undress from the blouse to button of jeans,
Baby, tonight I wanna loose the grips that you hold so long,
its the lingering touches of immense seduction,
Let's play all the Wildish bids together 
From every swing to every string, 
lets play on you...

Tonight, i can feel the sensation and sniff the addiction 
Tonight, i can read your narcotic lusty moves,
I can sense your electric gazes and your ferocious intent,
Believe me, baby, its all turning me on like a volcano to erupt.

Baby, Would you mind if i beg you a whore tonight?
Would you mind if i beg you as my slave tonight?
Would you mind if i go deep in you?

I plant my territory over your shivering belly and the isolated hills,
i know you want it 
I remove your clips and free your hairs,
I kiss your earlobe and unhook your bra,
I explore your softness i pull down your garment,
Aah, i can hear you moan...
Its the two bare bodies together, locked in lust.
Its the essence of oneness and the erotic feel.

Your tongue been mine, your lips sears mine,
Your hand begins to deal with the serpent you love,
Its the writhing feel that it kept so long,
let me ..let me. Be..what i am today..

It's the language of bare skins, they talk so intense,
Its all so electric with each ravenous licks,
I know you are ready, ready go on the top
Taking you in..swallowing in..Cheese cheese!

The bites, the pleasure, the shallowness,
Took these twins so close, kissing like a mad
Aah, i lick these mountains like a nectar for life,
I suck i kiss i play i roll i just want them, 

How close you are today in my lust love,
Grab it like a melting ice, Play it like the way you want, 
Squeeze, tease, lick and stroke,

All i like the last choice to live alive, 
This time its hot and and wet ness beneath
The finger goes in like a guitar to play 
I hope you feel , you feel the instinct,
The frenzied it plays the loud you are,
You moan like a surgical darling
I kiss, i bite when the finger plays its strings,

I know your are boiling hot, 
And the peak of intensity you want, in and over you,
Wanting for more, and more for the orgasm?

Lets not love baby, lets not shove,
Lets not ashamed the darkness, lets not push in and pull out, 
Baby lets sleep tonight , lets not be so intense tonight,
Cause i want you to be dying and dying for the thing, tonight
Let this outrage witnessed to the walls and the window..
let me be, let me be what i am today, 
Please don't mine