If you would ever listen...

This wailed up eyes if you would look at,
It craves in the pursuit of you
For the Dreams that has been dreamt of owning,
Has lost its identity in the dust and sand,
Look at it, look at it, if you can

It reflects those year i lived,
Slowly, slowly like a pricking fork,
The memories hits my chord,
The time reminds me your cuddly being,
In the Lane of your longing & desire,
Words that hit my temple,
With the melody of your voice & electric gazes,
Making me subtle, making me drugged,
You were my beautiful darling, baby.

Today,
I am so afraid of your touch and the killing glimpses,
It may not be gentle like mine,
Today, I am afraid of your words & your plans,
It may not be yours, it may be misleading,
I am so afraid to listen your deeds & your ambition,
I may not like it like i Do.
Today you are gone,
Just a glimpse of oceanic love.
I am dead no more alive me,
If i am alive then it is just you,
I wish if you would listen

If you would listen to my heart
You would find this beats enchanting your name,
You would find these lungs filling up for the minute it pass,
It pumps my memories out,
That has story to tell ,
To be a silent lover of your bloody love,

If you would listen to my mind,
That roams around the bedroom you sleep,
It sees the things getting betrayed on the couch,
I am appeased and lashed out.

If you would listen to my life,
You can sense the slipping sand in my fist,
When i look at it, i look back at it,
I see things has changed,
Those things are transformed.
Transformed more than i thought of it,
How faster we decide & how faster we plan,
How faster we love and how faster we move on..
Move on with the pace,
Not to remember but to forget,
Forget the moves and forget all action,
Forget the words, forget the notion,

If you would listen to me,
It still breaths fine, and still remember the time,
Nothing has changed but the time,
And that time to remember
Just all day and all night,
And missing you in my heart and all in my life.
Wish if you would ever listen....