To be your lover

I have lived a life,
On the frozen and barren land,
Where the world has a silent misery,
That misery to be your lover,
My darling,

Away from the eyes,
Far away from the crystal
In the solace of solitude and mist of estranged desire,
When the wind passes by
I can sense that beauty in the air,
I wish if i could touch you

I have lived a life,
In your eyes like a beautiful wine,
And mine a needle to roll down,
Every memory that i had with you
Every time that i talked to you
I wish if i could tell you
With my breathing body and my bleeding veins,
That's still it is killing me so softly,
Darling, wish if i could tell you...

How much did i want you
Like a drug to its druggist and sex to whore,
All the truths and lies was all for you,
How i have lived a life being your handbag
For the taste of slavery and for the cuddly love,
just to see you happy..

And the days and the nights i spent
Waiting for your call
Just a ring or a wink, a hope to deserve,
I wish if could tell you every time i left you going,
Believe me darling i wept inside, kept smile
And just to see you smile ..

Every night when i woke up,
In the dream that you have come up
Its the feeling of immense sensuality
Which i had in fraction of moment
I wish if i could just show you
If you ever ask for it.

When the feeling of my hearts
Deals with the killing love of yours
And the Frey and the dilemma of affairs
Its freaking kill my senses
Still i calm and smile
I wish if i could just tell you,

Darling i miss you like a last wish to live for

if you could just believe that still i want you

Want more than a beats for my heart
And vein to its blood,
I wish if i could tell you...
I really love you